hey haven't written for a while.  I am at school right now.. well Walnut Creek.. god dammit if only i wouldn't have skipped so much US History last year second semester when i got mono i wouldn't be fucking retaking the class... haha its really not that bad.. i haven't gotten very many projects in yet tho.. usually just surfin the net but this one is going to be very tough the one i am on now i have to make a documentary on powerpoint and put like sounds and a whole bunch of pictures onit... it might take me a while.  Anyways... Other than this class schoolsgoing alright.  I'm doing okay in my classes and trying to make it each day.  Joey and i are compltely done talking.. its pretty good... i'm glad but he just had to rub it in my face that he has anew girl and that she's ten time better then me and then he told me that i ruined hislife by dragging him down with me...which is retarteeed! let me tell ya!  Meghan and i are hanging out all the time again...everyday... i love her! haha but some people are getting pissed i think... its kind of pissing me off cause i can have more than one friend folks!  Hung out with some people i never have before this past weekend and i loved it!! Went to charlie nelsons house who i miss liek crazY!! love that kid.  And WENT TO THE RASCAL FLATTS CONCERT! oh wowzaz it was fuckin tight!! meghan and i went together and i guess a lot more people were there! wooo! it was a blasssst! almost got caught this weekend but left 10 minutes before the cops showed up at this party...!!! oh well!!
I wanna hang out with somenew people or old people that i haven't hung out with in forever! so comment me up or call me*!*!

luv yaz!*

ahhhhhhhhh**

im very frustrated right now.

i wanna party.. like now!

i need a drink...

i got a MySpace.. about tiem huh?

Well im sorry i freaked out on the last entry.. i was having a really hard week and a half.

So last night meghan almost broke my hand.. haha not really but it hurts like a mutha!
I'm really hungry i haven't had much to eat today i just realized i have had a tortilla... but tonight im going out to dinner with my dad! WOOT WOOT!

I'm ready to party this weekend... last weekend and the weekend before were boring... this weekend better be GREAT! MAndie.. we are so hanging out.. and Cam-we betta hang out too!!!

thats all**!*

Didn't know Kenneth had a goodbye thing yesterday and i was not invited.. BOOO! Didn't expect i would be...

Joey is ignoring me and i just want to know what the fuck his problem is... i can't go down without a fight i will NOT! let him win... he doesn't deserve this satisfication of hurting me and pushing me down.. he's brought me down with him for the past 2 months and i will not let him leave me at this all time low.  This weekend was a hurt to my pride and i can't handle that...

so today in Advanced comp Holli and i decided we want to go to AMES this weekend but its homecoming so we are gonna go the next weekend.. hopefully i need to get away from this shit here in WDM... too much drama happened and i'm pretty much pissed at the world right now.  seriously im not happy with anybody.... URGG! I need a gettaway.

I feel really bad for the juniors at Valley...Neil Linquist(sp?) commited suicide last thursday and friday was just so sad because people were crying and then today was the funeral.. i hate when its something like that so close to home...well school whatever

ugh i hate thinking.. and the fact that i am always by myself doesn't help
I probably wont be going to Chris' anymore...
i pretty much have no hope for relationshipsanymore... too time consuming and its starting to PISS ME THE FUCK OFf...BOYS UGH!!!!!!!!!!
ROAR! im down to be the girl i was over spring break.. hook ups are much easieR!

welllllllllll..